My Life

2010-03-25T09:31:00.000-07:00

A long time since i am out from Blogging..
What i am just trying to say i hate my life..
I feel like my life is in a mess...
After broke up in 2008 i feel like my life is no more happiness..
Even meeting some one in 2008 itself still no happiness..
My hope all become sadness..

I just feel sad my love life is always end up sucks. Sad heart broken.
I dun knoe where should i when to. So i went to Blog to share w him..

2nd OFF day

2009-01-23T08:49:00.000-08:00

Todae i did not tlk to my sweethert much.. She has been been busy and i just felt that we are away.. sob sob... i miss her so much.. very much till tears of love felling down and flow over my face..i know as a guy you should not be weak like this but i cant help. i just have to cry. cry so that i can release my stressnesss in my life.. i do not wish to think negative in my life.. need to look up straight and think positive. So she was tired and stress todae. all the way i talk to her it seems that she never take it seriously. And i know she is stress.. haiz..

Allah kau yg maha kuase maha penyayang dan segala nye tolong ya allah berikan aku kekuatan utk lalui rintangan yg kau berikan kepada ku.. Aku amat menyangi die ya allah.. Aku bahkan sangup utk melalui apa pun jua demi dier. Cinta ku pada nya amat tulus dan setia. Aku mencintai nye sorang. Ingin ku memperistri kan dier. Aku ingin hidup dg nya ya Allah. Ya Allah ku mohon pada mu takdir kan ku dg dier. Berikan kan Aku kekuatan.

Sayang ku..
Walau apa pun terjadi aku berjanji tak kan meninggal kan mu. Aku sangat2 mencintai mu.
Aku kan lalui setiap rintangan bersamamu.. Percaya lah syg.. Aku cinta kan Mu.

For you Mira Azmira I would die
I will pick all the stars from the sky
And give them all just for you
To let you know how much I do really love you

Mira Azmira I will love you thru eternity
I would do anything for you bie
I wrote this word from my heart
To let you know your my only sweetheart

Please stay with me forever
Take my hand and lets be together
Lets fly up to the heavens above
And show everyone we are in love

Maybe this word is not the best
But i can guarantiee you i am the best
Love you will all My heart
My love is only for you sweetheart

Good night to you that what say
Remember i will never ever stay away

My Feelz

2009-01-09T19:31:00.000-08:00

Loving her is that i wish to do..
Missing her is that i always do..

The whole afternoon been letting alot of tears..
Tears that came out when there is a feeling of a miss when it came out from heart..

I miss her so much..
I dun know why?
My head is playing her face, her smile, her touch, her kiss and everything..

I know her well..
She wont tell me she miss me when she not..
But when she miss me, that is the best thing...

Dear, i mis u badly..
The whole thing abot u is playing in my mind.

Cry..
Cry...
Cry....

I just feel so down and i cry...
Cry of the feeling of miss someone that we love..

HOpe She cn see that my Love for her is Tru..
That born from a mother of hearts.

Love u Mira
Miss u Mira
Muaccks

8th day Of her Away

2008-12-13T07:08:00.000-08:00

8th day

Yes sah... 1 more day to go to hearing her voice at night... night that always bring the romance of a couples talk... hahaha.. but everything was good. but ouh shit.. my laptop cable is broken.. damn.. i was thinking that i wont ever will do my blog again but my dad.. he is a fucking pro man.. haha.. he did repair that cable and it works.. it works baby.. but i still cant wait to hear her sweet voice.. and also alot of sweet msg that she msg todae.. hahah.. dun want to share with u.. hehehe

At work..
damn another history stressing day again at work.. it all abt the helping hand.. 200 pcs is missing and that my fren is equals to $200.;. ouh shit.. my mgr call me up and scold me like a hell... hahaha.. so went to work and to get scolding again.. haiz.. dun wish to talk abt it... complicated. haha.. thats all .. want to sleep early coz my honey coming back tomorow.. yeay.. haha

To u my dear

i am haPPi that u r beside me..
no matter wat i will be a good husband for u

Love u
mis u
Muacks..

See U on a phone tomorow nite.. hehehe.. muacks

7th day Of her Away

2008-12-12T08:36:00.000-08:00

7th day

Alot of things happen todae... call my sweetheart in the morning but could not get tru... get to know that her pp8 low.. so i decided to check on her acct with starhub.. But could get tru bcoz they need her ic no to veirfy.. damn.. i sad.. veri sad.. i tried many way to get tru but cant..so decided to top up for her and check her old add.. look for it like a crazy guy... and came late to work just for the sake for checking her acct.. after everything done.. call starhub again.. and verify done.. her roaming still on.. i am happi.. so i msg her but she didn't reply.. but i never give up keep on msg her.. until she call up and say to me.. why she cant msg out.. and she ask her what hav i done.. i am veri sad.. i having a hard time to get a verifcation with starhub yet she sound so angry or pissed of.. i think.. sorie if that not what her truth feelling.. so at work call her cal starhub ask why and wat hapen.. they keep on say this and that.. idiot.. but everything never go well. until she say that her pp8 that i top for her low.. bal of 7 dollars.. i was shock.. i say wat the FU... to my self.. why so fast.. i call starhub and i screw them upside down.. idiots man.. so i go and top up another 30 for her.. it is okies.. let me have a hard tiime atleast i know i can contact with my wife... so after top up still anble ... haiz.. i was so pissed of. so i tell her just she later how... atlaast she msg me that it the net work that problem.. i say., ouh my god.. so i just wasted 30 dollar hahah.. but nvm for the sake of my wife.. hahah.. love her so muchh... yeay she coming bck soon. on sun.. i cant meet her but aleast i can talk to her.. haha.. cant wait to tat day come..that allas folks..

to my dear..
i will do everything for u to be happi..
i dun even care for my needs
i care for my wife needs
coz i want to show that my love is true to u

i am not like others guy who sharttered ur heart..
not me dear..

i love u
i miss u
muacks
muack
muack

gd nite sweetheart

6th day Of her Away

2008-12-11T04:13:00.000-08:00

6th day
Todae I sad.. She not coming back on sat.. but sun.. haiz... i still remember she told me on sat only 8 days.. but she say no.. haiz.. damn sad... i just miss her so much.. veri much... too much until i fall sick todae.. haiz.. allah plz help me.. bring her back to me asap.. i want her to be in my side. i love her so much.. todae she did msg me.. i am happi... but still i am sad.. why??? she haven come back... wa liao.. so long.. haiz.. it is okies.. i will wait for her... once i see her.. i hug and kiss her alot and alot.. i miss my wife so much.. love u dear.. todae noting much happen as i am nt werking.. that all

To My dear
Hope u know how much i love u.. How much i miss u..
I will be waiting for u..
as wat i promise u
i wont leave u... Muack

Love u
Mis U Muacks..
Gd Nite My Wife...

5th day Of her Away

2008-12-10T06:12:00.001-08:00

5th day
Todae is the 5th day.. My song for her is not yet done... Actuuallli the lyric is done.. just to put in with music is not there yet... Coz i have not been plan with mY bro yet... HAiz.. So come back on the 5th day.. Started to miss her badly.. veri bad.. haiz.. altough is will be another 3 days still i feel it like long days.. haiz... she did msg me.. i am happi.. beri happi but still.... missing her so much... It like a test for me.. To see my the great one how much i love her.. i much can i treasure her.. how much my feeling for her.. alot people might be saying.. Ala it just 2month .. but duh... i dun follow it that way.. when a person i love and have scrafice before i will think that i will be with her forever.. my love for her is tru.. damn tru...

At work..
My bro call me and my mum.. not sure wat they want.. they give me alot of missed call in the evening.. but i could not ans coz i not aware abt the calls.. then i manage to ans my bro call.. and i was saying ader apa.. shit man.. why cant he undestand my working place like wat.. cant he just msg me.. haiz.. then i was talking to him and suddenly one of my crew hit me with a metal.. not hard just try to disturb me... then i was pissed of and i nearly punching her face.. but i did not.. hahaha i am not a kind of person will do tat way duh.. i am a man... haiz.. but after work chillz at behind mac cafe coz to releev my self.. as wat i say i miss my love so much... hahaha then just msg her like always... ouh ya.. before i punch out i was singing with my own brain lyric.. hahah suddenly i cry.. why tat song is for her.. hahaha but could not noted down coz why i am STM... like my wife.. hahah..
that all...

dear.
5 days is long veri long... but i try to think always think tat u are beside me..

Love u
Mis u
Muackksss

Love u My dear..

4th day Of her Away

2008-12-09T07:44:00.001-08:00

4th day

Haiz.. Could describe more abt my heart... I miss her so much.. Until i spray the perfume of her to my body my hand... So that i can feel her by my side... Noting Much Hapen todae.. But she msg me wht u know.. She ask me to remember that she love me alotz.. hahah.. I damn happi...

But still I miss her... haiz... I hope that the time past by so fast.. Then She say that she do not know wat to buy for me.. But I dun care abt the stuff Dear.. I want u back safely and be hug with me... Haiz... Only Allah know wat i feel when she away.. Hope this thing wont Hapen in the future... I know she is happi over there.. That is wat i feel happi. Let she Hapie but dun let her feel i pain it is like how i have been goin tru alot of years back... I wont let her feel sad or hurt..

as I promise her... I will Take care Of her... i make her feel safe in my hug.. That all for todae..

Dear...

As far as U go...

I will be In ur heart

I love u

I miss u

Muacks

Gd nite sweet hear

Gd nite My dear.

Gd nite my Wi__

Muacks

3rd day Of her Away

2008-12-08T08:05:00.000-08:00

3rd day...
Happy 2mth Anniversary to me and Ira... Hahaha... Yeay 2 mth has past..I am damn Happi abt my Relantioship with her.. But the most sad is that i never celebrate with her... Why?? Why?? Coz She is Not in SIngapore... Ouh No... But it is okies. We will celebrate it belated.. hahaha.. Todae she msg me.. That she go For a korban in One of the Kampung.. She say that she go swimiing... with her father.. noT sure where is it.. and Todae i told her and confess to her how much she meant to me... And i told her before the day is ended.. emm maybe at 11pm.. hahah how sweet was that.. i could not remember wat actuali i told her.. but she text me back and say that she is happi that i entered her life and create a wonderful micracle.. i Hope she meant it.. hahaha.. But i am Happi.. Damn. Happi..

At work
Todae at work is the same thing that has hapen since 2 days ago... Still remember and keeep on thinking of her.. SO much.... And I create a song for her... hahaha.. So I make lyric and shary make the music with equip.... And dont wori i will post it at The Blog soon enof before she came back,.. hahahaha...

To My Lovely Wife..

Happi Anniversary..
I love u
I mis u
Muacks

Miss u Mira Azmira..
I damn realy criius Missssiiingggg UUUUUUU BAdly..

BUT I WILL WAIT ON 13...

Muack..
That alls Peeps... that for todae..

2nd day Of her Away

2008-12-07T06:27:00.000-08:00

2nd day....
haiz Still have another 6 more days that i have to go tru... damn.. hope the time past by faster and faster and faster... yesterday Nite.. Hahaha.. It was a just a miracle.... I have been not sleep well.. keep on wake up in the middle of the morning when the sun have not rise yet.. wake up.. alot alot alot of time.. until is sat down... ask why is this happening to me.. And my mind ask me to look at Her pic... So i wake up and took all the picture.. Pictures of her.... Look and i Sleep with the Picture.. hahahah... Suddenly i close my eyes and i have a nice slip... hahaha.. That was so wonderfull.. That mean... I will be fine beside her... I just love her..

Later in the morning she msg me.... or can say correctly i msg her first.. hahaha.. i was just happi that she reply back my msg.. after that she say she was busy doin her works... Then No more reply from her.. haiz. So sad.. Even In the Evening she nvr Msg Me.. haiz.. Nvm Mind i know is veri hard to to msg her.. So i just went to work...

At work...
Working is the same thing.. Out front at the counter at all times.. IS damn tiring..More Keep thinking what is mY love one Doin... But Todae One Of my Crew cut The wrong cable in My head.. haiz... She just has a stupid attitude.. Want to be smart But At the wrong Time.. Hope tHis Thing, i can talk and share to My w_f_ But she nOt in Singapore.. Haiz.... After work jUst when Home as Usuall... Hope My love will msg Me.. Coz i miss Her so mUch Altough is just a 2nday. Hiaz...

Ya Allah s.w.t
Plz Help Me...
Let The Time pass By fast....
I want To huG Her...
Coz i miss her..

Dear... I LOveu...
Love uU Ira

1st Day Of her Away....

2008-12-06T08:48:00.000-08:00

She went To Surabaya Todae...
Damn.. I am really sad.. Sadness is me has taken over me... It was just too fast... we suppose to celebrate our 2mth aniversary coming 8 of dec... But... haiz... We could not celebrate together.. So this morning i talk To her.. Keep On saying LOve yOu To her.. Ask Her tO take care Of her self at there... Listen To my Advice... Much MOre.. She just TOO IMportanT to Me.. Veri Important... She The one I Love.. Even she Tell me She will wear All Those Stuff I bought for her.. She Tell me Not To gett Sick.. and More. Haiz. I just Appreciate her... i treasure Her so Much.. I hope This Thing will end Soon. sO That i can see Her face and Hug Her alot..

So wHen The NIte come
She msg me and she say That Keeping tinking Of me.. And I say I am also Thinking Of her until mY work effect.... She Told Me Not To be That Way.. But How?? How am I suppose To not Thinking of her.. I have To Think Of her.. COz she My Wife.. I love My wife.. I have resposible.. That all for todae..

To U dear... I Love u so MUhc.. veri Much... i wILL bE Waiting Patienly Of Ur arrival Dear..
Love u
Mis u
Muacks...